| HAPPY NEW YEARS... EVE |
[31 Dec 2007|04:10pm] |
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I always forget that I have LJ.
HAPPY NEW YR 2008
I HAVE A BLOG ON BLOG.COM SO FEEL FREE TO CHECK IT =)
I love you all
I'm too lazy to write a lot
I'm against new years resolutions this year fyi
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| so yeah |
[29 Oct 2006|09:22pm] |
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whenever im alone with you you make me feel like i am free again... i will always love you
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| happy thanksgiving |
[08 Oct 2006|10:50pm] |
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so i graduated on thurs
friday i went to visit st gertrude and talked to some pretty cool old teachers ive realized ive become more mature.. kinda
saturday i did homework
today is sunday and i read did a project n hung out with tania yoo
tomorrow is turkey day
HAPPY THANKSGIVING YALL
im thankful for life
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[30 Sep 2006|11:10pm] |
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.. instead of doing my readings I have decided to post in my LJ! I keep reading other people's but I've been so lazy to write my own. I highly doubt anyone reads it though so if you do leave a comment so I know. I failed my first University test but that's okay because it was my FIRST test, right? I'm still behind but everyone else is too so I'm not as worried. My printer works. Grad is on Thursday so I have to skip 2 classes since theres no point of coming back to Hamilton for one class, I already informed my TA though so I'm good. Melissa and Elisabete look sooo gorgeous now, I'm so jealous. Mainly because I'm super insecure these days. I used to be so pretty and confident now I don't know what's wrong with me. Maybe I need to buy more makeup. I'm single and I have decided that until I can manage a social life with a school life I'll remain single. Boyfriends add stress and work and I don't have time for that. Thus, the single life + Nicole = GREAT! I have friends at McMaster which is always good, right? Right! I still feel awkward around them but I'm finally used to Hamilton. Whidden Hall isn't bad I like it. I don't know what else to talk about. SO, I'll end it here. Alright? Alright!
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[14 Sep 2006|07:34pm] |
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my love- justin timberlake |
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I'm going home tomorrow. I'm so happy. I like being here. But it's really hard living here. It's a big jump living on your own andd attending university. But it's also way better living here than living at home while in school because commuting sucks. Nothing big has changed. I'm still behind in my readings. I only have one class tomorrow and group therapy on campus which is always good. Well, that's all.
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| okay so.. |
[13 Sep 2006|04:33pm] |
i live in hamilton
a lot has happened
i dont want to type it out
im slowly getting usedto living here
i hate showering here though
i hardly eat
im really behind in readings
that is all
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| so this is love.. |
[28 Aug 2006|09:06pm] |
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with or without you- u2 |
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Love grows. I don't believe in love at first sight but you can be attracted to someone at first sight. Love is not an obsession. If you truly love someone you can live without them, you might miss them everyday but you love them enough to live their life. You want them to be happy even if it's not with you. Love is selfless. And it seems hard to be selfless sometimes but when you really love someone you can do it so easily. I never realized I was in love until Cathy mentioned it. I knew I loved him but I never thought about it. And when you watch movies love looks so scary but so perfect. But to me, love isn't perfect but it isn't scary. And maybe I'll never be with him, but I accept that... because I love him.
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| k.. well i dont know what to write |
[26 Aug 2006|04:28pm] |
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im talking to cathy cuz shes so cool
lately ive been sick i think im too nervous & scraed on im on my laptop so ignore the typos im practicing on not used to typing on a flat keyboard it a lot hrder than it looks im moving in 7 days.. next saturday at 8 am ill be in my nwe home for the nex 8 months.. i found a way for me to live fo the next while.. live as if you know why you're living. but clearly i dont because i cant even figure out what i want to eat when im hungry.. i have a lot to do i guess ill post it her so i csn remind meyself to do it after
- buy stuff
- take off my nails
- get used to the idea of moving
- finish prozac nation
- write
- pack
- iron
- get a picture of my friends so i can decorate my new room
thats all i can remember but thatll keep me busy anyway..im so frustrated and cranky and lost.. i kinda wish i had a sense of direction or purpose..but i guess i gotta wait.. just hope for the best and wait for the rest.. im gonna be in massive debt well im already in over my head.. cathy said shed visit me in uni.. a lot of people said theyd visit me in uni but people wont have time for it.. all of my high school friends wll be but a memory away.. except cathy.. cuz i know where she lives .. unless she moves... then i wont.. i miss the familiar and im not even gone yet.. its scary i guess thats the only thing troubling me but im hoping for many distractions to keep me sane i dont want to notice my environment.. and the best thing about mac is hat if i have a nervous breakdown theres a hospital on campus its really big too its not like a mini hospital either..thats whee the med students go..i have nothing else to type for now..
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| well well |
[18 Aug 2006|11:00pm] |
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okay so im moving in 14 days. i still have a few more things to buy and do.. i have been doing nothing the last few days ive been super depressed.. i haven't showered in days.. great... i dont care though.. no use in showering if you're staying home.. sam roberts is gonna perform at mac which makes me happy though.. my roommate emailed me n shes really pretty *jealous* i watched two movies with rae yesterday n world trade center with my mom on wednesday.. i wanna start writing again but im so lazy.. i wanna travel but i dont make enough money.. i wanna go to hollywood and france those r my goals right now.. my mind is really confused right now theres too much to worry about and not enough time.. theres never enough time.. i dont know y im still typing.. my life is boring nothing exciting ever happens.. plans always get cancelled my heart is rapidly dissolving,, great.. oh well..
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| i decided to update yay |
[16 Aug 2006|01:03am] |
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lets commence with something entertaining..a part of my convo with cathy...
. : [ n ] ii [ k ] k [ iii ] : . {16 days til i move} RIP ANDRE [April 21, 2006] ...the lover in me says:
cathy
. : [ n ] ii [ k ] k [ iii ] : . {16 days til i move} RIP ANDRE [April 21, 2006] ...the lover in me says:
i love you
. : [ n ] ii [ k ] k [ iii ] : . {16 days til i move} RIP ANDRE [April 21, 2006] ...the lover in me says:
and i mean it
I'd go there if you let me. says:
nicole. i know. hahaha. and i love you too and i mean it, as well
I'd go there if you let me. says:
you're a good kid
. : [ n ] ii [ k ] k [ iii ] : . {16 days til i move} RIP ANDRE [April 21, 2006] ...the lover in me says:
now will you eat my babies?
. : [ n ] ii [ k ] k [ iii ] : . {16 days til i move} RIP ANDRE [April 21, 2006] ...the lover in me says:
**have
. : [ n ] ii [ k ] k [ iii ] : . {16 days til i move} RIP ANDRE [April 21, 2006] ...the lover in me says:
lmao
. : [ n ] ii [ k ] k [ iii ] : . {16 days til i move} RIP ANDRE [April 21, 2006] ...the lover in me says:
wow that was... a big typo
I'd go there if you let me. says:
LMFAO!!
. : [ n ] ii [ k ] k [ iii ] : . {16 days til i move} RIP ANDRE [April 21, 2006] ...the lover in me says:
i feel so stupid lol
. : [ n ] ii [ k ] k [ iii ] : . {16 days til i move} RIP ANDRE [April 21, 2006] ...the lover in me says:
man i dont know what i was thinkin
I'd go there if you let me. says:
hahahah
I'd go there if you let me. says:
that was the best
I'd go there if you let me. says:
thing
I'd go there if you let me. says:
ever
Okay, well today was an alright day. I've learned a lot about myself and my "friends." I'll copy and paste that part of the convo also...
. : [ n ] ii [ k ] k [ iii ] : . {16 days til i move} RIP ANDRE [April 21, 2006] ...the lover in me says:
im not gonna miss anyone from high school
. : [ n ] ii [ k ] k [ iii ] : . {16 days til i move} RIP ANDRE [April 21, 2006] ...the lover in me says:
cuz if they gave a fuck about me they would have noticed me when i dropped out.. and they would have kept in touch over the summer.. and theyll see me when im in hamilton
. : [ n ] ii [ k ] k [ iii ] : . {16 days til i move} RIP ANDRE [April 21, 2006] ...the lover in me says:
and if im worth so little y would i fucking notice their absence.. y would i miss them if they mean nothing
. : [ n ] ii [ k ] k [ iii ] : . {16 days til i move} RIP ANDRE [April 21, 2006] ...the lover in me says:
im over it... i dont wanna see anyone again .. i dont even wanna go to grad to see em.. ill say hi n walk away.. cuz their fake and i dont care
I'm happy, I have been for a month, and nobody will interfere with my happiness. I'm in contorl of my life. I might not know where I'm going but I won't stop walking, there's too much beauty.
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| so0o0o. its 1 am |
[10 Aug 2006|01:04am] |
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1. cathy never mentions me in her LJ
2. im sexy
3. im goin to hamilton on friday
4. 23 days til i move
5. its 1 am
6. i havent written in so long
7. i feel like my life is goin nowhere
8. im goin to be in massive debt shortly
9. im broken.. fix me?
10. will you dance with me?
11. i still like HIM blah and i tryy not to
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| UPDATE |
[26 Mar 2006|11:32am] |
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Bittersweet Symphony |
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okay, well i haven't written anything in so long... i've been really busy... i finished my homework already so now i have the rest of the day to ponder and run around like a child.. im stressed with all of this university jazz... life is quite stressful.. and it'll only get worse.. umm.. im on the list for group therapy so yaay.. im failing english... which sucks... because its my best subject
GRADE 12 MARKS SO FAR..
Biology- 50
Philosophy- 78
Drama- 81
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Midterm Marks arent in yet but when they are i hope i do well
english - we're getting on Monday
peer tutoring- who knows
family studies- 86... for now
religion- who knows
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| whats uppp |
[31 Jul 2005|10:20pm] |
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i saw vanessa villanueva at mandarin the other day... im cool.. lol umm i keep goin to the library to get cds cuz im too poor to pay for them.. the last cd i bought was x and y by coldplay.. its decent.. umm im reading the da vinci code chapter 59 who0oo im getting somewhere in life.. what elsee... umm.. i went to teh warped tour i was so sick cuz it was wayy too hot.. but i got autographs from most bands.. the most unknown bands were better than themost well know bands.. weird huh? um.. i went up in math class im at a 65% now... im working so hard yet my marks dont show it.. i went to lakshore and high pakr today with my family and andrew.. i have an exam on thursday my 7 month anniversary.. umm.. i have soo much hw i think i should start it... byeee me or anyone else whos reading this..
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| BRITNEY MANIAAA |
[19 May 2005|12:07am] |
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britney was on letterman on the 17 she hosted the..
"Top Ten Reasons To Watch Britney Spears And Kevin Federline`s New Show Presented by Britney and Kevin Federline"
10. Britney: "There`s never-before-seen footage of me wrestling an alligator."
9. Kevin: "Unlike those `Desperate Housewives` chicks, we`re not, like, 60 years old."
8. Britney: "It`s like `American Idol` except no one sleeps with Paula Abdul."
7. Kevin: "In the first episode, you can see my *bleep*."
6. Britney: "I`m hot."
5. Kevin: "She`s hot."
4. Britney and Kevin: "We haven`t had nearly enough media coverage."
3. Britney: "It`s gotta be better than this show."
2. Kevin: "If enough people tune in, maybe my wife will make out with Madonna again."
1. Britney: "In the season finale, you`ll find out Dave is the father of my baby--oops."
she will preforming in the britney in miami concert on the 19.. i love britney eeeee =)
i love every aspect of britney spears... my mood is curious because tahts the name of her perfume yay!
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| well... |
[16 May 2005|10:29pm] |
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i had an interview today at linens and things.. i still dont have a job.. ahh... i need money.. im soo screwed... im goin to xavier tomorrow.. i went to watch house of wax on saturday but i had to walk out.. life is hard.. i dont know what to do ne more.. i got a 91% in portuguese.. this saturday i have a cultural performance im dancing to 3 out of 4 songs.. yaayy its at 9:30 am -11:30... life is.. well..
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[05 May 2005|02:54pm] |
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Hey! Alright well yesterday was mine and Andrew's 4 month anniversary.. he bought me a necklace it was soo pretty there was an inifinity symbol on it ohhhh ahhh... todays my brothers 13th bday.. ahh the teenage years.. good ol' days.. oh wait a minute.. no they weren't.. hmm today i have an interview at loblaws i hope i get the job cuz im not in school n i need to do something with my time.. i need money baddllyy.. oh ya i went to u of t at m today for a tour im soooo going there when im older cuz that university is crazzyyy.. i have a new facination with lacey chabert and delta goodrem.. britneys pregnant eee im sooo excited.. i hope she names her baby nicole... =) alrightey thats all for today folks.. buh byee.. OH YAA i dyed my hair chestnut.. but it looks black..
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| ello |
[27 Feb 2005|05:32pm] |
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i passed my classes yaay!.. on friday march 4th itll b mine n andrews 2 month yay!.. i never got a call back from east side marios boo! i have to go to toronto on march 1st to pull out 4 teeth.. boo!! hmmm.. thats al i guess.. =) i have a shit load of hw so i wont waste my time =)
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| reflecting on feb 4th |
[06 Feb 2005|05:21pm] |
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okie so first things first... i went to school on feb 4th sem 2.. i have chem with christine n basil in my class:D den math with a bunch of ppl ive never seen in my life =\ then english with ms perrotta shes soooo pretty n finally media studies with a bunch of cool ppl YAY!
PRO:i love my classes
CON: too much homework
neways moving on..
SEMI FORMAL.. yaay it was fun... dancing.. food... i didnt like the chicken but the pasta was good n mmm parmesan lol sexayyy lol.. i looked cute as did everyone else... it was mine n andrews one month anniversary =)<3
mm n thats it ill upload a pic of us we're a cute couple
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[24 Dec 2004|11:43pm] |
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k well i went to work today all pissed off about my bad day... saw the ppl who saw or heard me drunk... buh cudnt apologize i felt too guilty i jus avoided them buh justin made fun of me damn fucker sall good.. nick gave me alcohol n i got so hyper time gos by sooo fast wen u drink i love alcohol... i hope i dun get addicted to it tho buh i got presents :d
-50 dollars
-30 best buy certificate
-pjs
-clothes [too much clothes]
- so...? kiss me
-ferrero rocher
-lippglosses:D
if i didnt get alcohol i wudnt have an amazing day thanks nick =D
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| worst christmas everrr |
[24 Dec 2004|12:34pm] |
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k last yr i wrote 2 entries for xmas eve so this year ill do the same...
k woke up hearing my annoying brother type
i didnt sleep at all last night
im single
im working today so i have to apologize to everone at work n im scared to death
a box fell on my head
i keep falling
i dindt get a present from my cousin cuz im "too old" for it meanwhile i went all out to buy her one n shes fuckin 30 years old.. n im old?
im sad n i wanna cry like mad
everythings going wrong n i jus wanna b happy =(
nothing gold stays. . .
i want this to be just a bad dream.. sum1 please wake me up =*(
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